I am going through a period in my life where everything I say feels worthless, turning to sand in my mouth. I am powerless to alter or affect things happening that will inevitably change my life one way or the other.
I cant even go in to detail about this thing as it is too raw & too close just now.
I will write more later when I am through this part of the process.
Suffice to say it has to do with my beloved daughter & hurts to even think about discussing it.
The first emotion to mind is anger at the way it has all come about, but anger will not change a single thing. Fear is next, fear for what will happen to her, but is is strength she needs. Then compassion for what she is going through, but what I want really are answers & a strategy to deal with her problems. A 13 year old should be having fun, full of a zest for new experiences & life, out with her friends not enclosed in a darkened room.
Medical experts going blah blah blah...........